"i just hope the same lines, and jokes, and thoughts are placed on a re-run with her because i cherish tho memories far to much to ever share them with someone else because i thought we had something real special. you chased me for so long and when i gave you the chance it seemed like you became bored too fast.."

"im not doing this because i want to, im doing this because i dont want to loose you anymore theni already have. im trying tobe civil and accept what has happened because i still give too much of a fuck..i mean im honestly not sure if it would bug you that much if you did walk away completley i think. It would but who knows. I guess just from what ive seen how you talk to her its hard to see that..because, its something you cant always understand. She came into this situation before and it was like you didnt want her to leave even though i tried making her and maybe on my part that s a mistake because it seems she means alot to you..just for me this is extremely difficult maybe thats why you dont understand, but i have to learn how to get over that because as long as your happy thats fine. I just have to grow up and reallize im not always gona get the guy i wanted. I guess it just also sucks that this happens every summer. But i thank you for everything because so far its been the best one yet, i know were still young i guess i was just so caught up in the feelings everything else became a “whatever” because i thought our love and our friendship was THAT strong."